January 12, 2011

  • So what do you do when you run out of ideas to keep you moving..  To keep you motivated.  I just..  REALLY don't give a shit anymore.  I don't care what anybody thinks.  I don't care what they have to say.  I don't care too much what they do about any of it either.  You wanna throw yourself a grand ole pity party - By all means, knock yourself out..  You wanna try to set me back on the "right" path - Good luck with that, lol.

    Really.

    I don't care.

    And it's awful.  But so liberating.  To not give a shit.

    I have nothing to hide.  Yeah, I could probably lay off the alcohol a bit more, but - whatever.  I like my wine.  I like the sway of Jim (although the taste could..  I mean..  Blech..).  And Crown is alright.  And Hennessy..  OMG - you just don't even need a chaser.  But for Hennessy, you do need like an extra arm and leg to pay for a bottle..  So I mooched off of one of my husband's friends.

    Lol - Bad Aja.

    Look at me - Miss Alcoholic Connoisseur...  Something I can totally brag about to the grandkiddoes here in - God I hope it's not soon.  Doodle's only 12, but - Ahhhhch!!  I am NOT old enough to have a pre-teen.  Much less grand-rugrats..  Hmph.  Nope.  I refuse.

    So anyhow - here I am again.  Not that anybody gives a flying rat's ...  you know..  And I'm sorry I haven't been around..  I just - don't care about a whole helluva lot right now.  I go through so many phases - And, honestly, I didn't even realize they were phases until my husband brought it to my attention..  There was the Amazon phase..  The workout Boot-Camp-Style phase..  The piano phase..  The drawing phase..  The photography phase..  The jewelry making phase..  The inhaling Jack Reacher novels phase (still in this one, right now), the computer geek phase, the Workaholic phase, and sometimes I might just have two or three phases going at the same time! - I think I even went through an obsessive compulsive cleaning phase - like - two or three years ago..  Not recently.  Lol - Our house looks like it threw up on itself.  And then threw up again..

    Frickin' bleh.  I've got a list of signs for the "Modern Woman"..  Courtesy of my brother, who knows me so well, lol:

     

    So anywho..  Here I is again..  I would love to get back into my "Xanga Phase" again.  I have gained so much from all of the people I've met and interacted with here.  And I'm so sorry to treat this as a phase.  I really am.  And I don't want to get any hopes up - because I know there are going to be a whole two people that actually read this entry -   lol - maybe.  So, you two - Try not to be too disappointed if I phase out again..

    *giggle..  I'm sorry - this is just funny to me right now.  Assuming that anybody will read this and give a flying rat's...  Anthing..  Lol.

    Good night, folks.

Comments (4)

  • I give a flying rats's ...well, you know. I was quite excited to see you on the list of recent updates. So you go through phases, so what? I think we all do. And sometimes the only thing one can do is just go minute to minute. Hour to hour, Day to day. Do what works for you. And while I would hate to never see another blog by you, if that's what works for you, than do it. But I have to say: you're very talented and I enjoy you and your output from your phases. 
    ((((Hugs)))) Blessings abound. You are one of them.

  • I've a couple of rats to toss about.    Good to see your fonts - and hey, phase in and out as the mood and muse moves you, I say.  Lots of blessings - and new exciting phases, too! - to you, as well.

  • i've been away to... and wouldn't cha know, it involves wine to! LOL (cheers!)

  • The great thing about Xanga (as opposed to Facebook) is that you can rant and rave and vent, etc., and your  readers usually accept it.  =D

    I hardly check out what's happening in Xanga these days, much less do any real blogging.  Maybe I'll get into that phase again too.

    Eli

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